A Mother’s Love: (transparencies of pain and traumas)

Soooo yesterday was my mother’s birthday, and….for the first time I didn’t want to be strong. I didn’t want to be… the bigger person. I didn’t want to do better because I know better. I didn’t want to hear that your mother lives in you bullshit…  It was a struggle trying to love her and to be loved by her.  I wanted to say how I felt she didn’t give a shit about me. I wanted to say how she was never there for me when I needed her the…